HELLOOOOOO TROMBONEZX.

SARAH here. Yes, it is sooo uber unlikely that I would post something in here but yes I did. (: Coz' I guess next year I wouldn't be part of this place anymore. I'm so super duper sorry NYCB, but yes I'm quitting. I've been thinking about quitting for the longest time and I guess this is ittt. I've not been a very good senior/junior for the past 3 years in band but I think I did my best? I don't know, I just had this veryveryvery great passion for band which just worn out over the years because I'm getting sosososo tired being in band... I just can't cope. Yes I'm lousy and stuff. Sometimes, I just feel too alone... (I know it does sound stupid) Like who am I doing this for? You know... I just can't see myself carrying on in band anymore. But oh well, I guess I'm not really bonded to band either. NYCB has helped me loads in my life though, like it made me more outspoken... made me know music more... I really came into band as the quietest girl on earth (I think). Andddd I won't ever forget Japan where I was having a heart attack on stage. I'm glad I did at least SOMETHING for band... (:

Um, and I'm also sorry that I wouldn't be there contributing to next year's SYF effort (the GWH effort). Although I really really would like to be there to share the spirit, but I truly think that if I were to be in band for another year, I'd probably flunk everything and die of exhaustion. And even though I'm already Sec3 (where everyone's pro), my playing honestly still sucks so I won't be of benefit if I continue on. I mean come on, I've been absent from band for longest periods of time and nothing happened, right? I also regret that I'm not gonna be there for next year's passing down. But it really is the best for everyone (: (I really put loads of thought into this so I'm not gonna change my mind)

Actually in Sec2 I was already advised to quit band but I just really didn't want to do it... I just felt that maybe I could just do it magically, somehow. But today I realize I have to. /:
Just to make it clear, I really have no problems with anyone in band. It's just me, alright? I hope and wish the bezt for NYTBONES. Stay the second largest section and pwn the band okay?
I don't know if I regret joining band or if this post is just so superficial (like I should just shut up and quit)... But I just want to say I'm veryveryvery sorry and goodbye (not) forever.

♡



(Sorry the junior juniors weren't there yet... use a little imagination ^^)

I'll miss each and everyone of you.

&loveTROMBONES; 7:55 pm